by Toni Montesinos (originally published in Spanish here >>)
In 1972, Truman Capote published an original text that became the autobiography that has never been written. He titled it «Self-portrait» (in The Dogs Bark, 1973), and in it he gave himself with cunning and brilliance. Those questions that serve to proclaim his frustrations, desires, and customs, now, extracted, for the most part, form the following «Capotean interview», with which they devote themselves to the other side, that of life, of Jorge Majfud.
If you had to live in one place, never being able to leave it, which one would you choose?
In reality, that place exists: it is childhood. Now, if it were to be a physical, particular place, I think it would be that huge tree on my grandparents’ farm where I could see my loved ones who are no longer there and, somehow, those who were not there yet.
Do you prefer animals over people?
Sometimes. It does not depend on what animals but on what people.
Are you cruel?
So so, like everyone else. Frequently, truth is a form of cruelty and one must decide if it is worth it. Other times, one is cruel only through ignorance or petty passions, such as annoyance or frustration.
Do you have lots of friends?
I have a few friends sure and many friends maybe.
What characteristics do you look for in your friends?
I do not look for anything in particular. Each one is different and friendship, like love, is something that happens without any logic.
Do your friends usually disappoint you?
Yes, like any other kind of human being. But I worry much more about disappointing them.
Are you a sincere person?
I do not think anyone can answer that question sincerely. More than sincere, I try to be honest.
How do you prefer to spend your free time?
Reading a book that does not kill my time. Talking to someone who does not kill me over time.
What are you afraid of the most?
The suffering of my loved ones.
What scandalizes you, if there is anything that scandalizes you?
At my age almost nothing scandalizes me. I am disgusted with hypocrisy, the scandal of a kiss and the tolerance of violence, the death of a single child under smart bombs, the oppression of entire peoples, the Lies of Mass Destruction.
If you had not decided to be a writer, to lead a creative life, what would you have done?
If I were not a writer walking or washing dishes would be a lot less interesting. I don’t know, I have done many different things in my life. Maybe I would have been a physicist. I was always attracted to Theory of Relativity.
Do you practice any type of physical exercise?
If walking on the beach is an exercise …
Can you cook?
No, but I try almost every day.
If Reader’s Digest commissioned you to write one of those articles on «an unforgettable character,» who would you choose?
I would not know who to write about. We are all forgettable.
What is the most hopeful word in any language?
And the most dangerous?
Have you ever wanted to kill someone?
Never, even as a child, despite having seen so many people die and kill themselves.
What are your political leanings?
I always resisted all temptations, which were not few, to associate with a political party. The parties split, divide in very arbitrary ways. They are a necessary evil, like the monolineal simplification of left and right. Now, among all the simplifications I prefer the less used up and down and take sides for those below.
If you could be something else, what would you like to be?
Someone who could abolish pain and death.
What are your main addictions?
Read, drink two beers, travel to the past, imagine what will come, people’s timeless smile … I do not know, so many things. In short, life.
And your virtues?
I hope that I have some, although who knows if this has any importance.
Imagine that you are drowning. What images, within the classical scheme, would pass through your head?
The water, I suppose.